斯雅;

Thursday, September 24, 2009

Can you believe it!?! My mum has a facebook when her daughter doesn't have one!

7:13 PM

Wednesday, September 09, 2009

I am lagging behind this furious race. I got to catch up!
Too slow for everything is what is hindering me. I will bypass everyone!

9:12 PM

Thursday, August 06, 2009

I was listening to the theme song of 'C'est la vie, mon chéri' [追] and 'He's a Woman, She's a Man' [新不了情] on youtube when I realised that the leading actress for both movie production was the same person.

This lyrics describes me well, but, it's not about love. [lyrics of 你是如此难以忘记]
早已知道爱情是难舍难离
早已知道爱一个不该死心塌地
早已不再相信所谓天长地久的结局
所以我习惯了一个人的孤寂
所以我习惯在人来人去中保持清醒
所以我习惯戴上面具
不再为谁付出真心
但为何还是把你藏在心里
为什么还是等着你的消息
我怎能告诉自己说我一点都不在意
你是如此的难以忘记
浮浮沉沉的在我心里
你的笑容你的一动一举
都是我所有的记忆
你是如此的难以忘记
浮浮沉沉的在我心里
改变自己需要多少勇气
翻腾的心情该如何平静

I still prefer songs to be sing by the original singers. It's weird to hear to the latest band singing oldies like how it is weird to ask a 70 years old singer to rap.

7:30 PM

Obessed.
I can die without listening to at least an oldy a day.
I was really really happy one particular friday afternoon. Band was playing oldies right next door and one of them was my love. I thought I would have sang on the top of my voice, right on the spot [regardless out of tune or not]. Of course, I did not sing in the end. I wouldnt want to embarass myself.
Putting that aside there's something that is bothering me. Why do people think that you are outdated when you listen to oldies? The lastest music are all developed from oldies. Isn't it just like how computers and handphones came about?

3:42 PM

Sunday, August 02, 2009

All times.
Sometimes, I feel so stupid.
Sometimes, I feel like migrating to somewhere where nobody knows me and start afresh.
Sometimes, I feel that if I wasnt borned, it would have been even better.
Yet everytime, after I complaint and grumble about life, I would find something different about it. Life is torturous yet sweet. Everything is irony. People tend to love yet hate the same thing. Don't you have the same sentiment too?

I think art had drove me nuts. I am obessed with colours.

12:12 PM

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

喜欢你
一句我曾经对你说过的话。但我不是你的情人，而是以朋友的身份对你说。但你句句话都伤透我的真心。听了这首歌，让我想起了你。这首歌的歌词意思代表了我在和你在一起时的感觉。无论去那里，有你就可以。。。我想告诉你，今天，你那眼神，我永不忘记。。。

7:14 PM

Monday, July 13, 2009

How she became a dumb bookworm?
Since I became anti-social, I felt bored. Suddenly, a book just appeared in front of me and I started reading and reading that I couldn't stop myself. I also realised that I was shrinking and before I know it, I turned into a worm[obviously it is not true, the whole paragraph was just nonsense to humor you]. It just happened that I borrowed some fantastic books which made me fell in love with reading. Of course, partially, it had to do with my anti-socialness, as I eventually stopped talking. But I had to find something to past time, so I chose reading. Happy Birthday[; Though I do not expect you to see it.

5:02 PM

Thursday, July 09, 2009

I realised I look bad when I smile.
That is why I hardly or never smiled. Of course I do smile [I am made of flesh and blood too, just in case you don't know]. There is a reason for every action, including mine. I just don't want to be too friendly and get myself hurted anymore [in other words, I just want to be anti-social]. I know my neutral look disgusted many people or so, but hey, it's a sort of protection okay. Who wouldn't do that when you are covered with injuries? I mean, it's human nature isn't it? Undenied, I still have feelings attached to some of the people, but if being together doesn't mean anything to you, why not get seperated and move on? You treated my sincere messages like monster to scare the hell out of you, my heartfelt words made your goosebumps stand, so what do you want me to do? I am always the one taking initiative, either on calling you or messaging you [although you did sent me an e-mail and gave me a letter by your own initiative which i kept the letters till today while you deleted all of mine]. I guess till today, you might not know what had happened between us. But I still wanna say, an early Happy Birthday.

9:40 PM